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Highs and lows of an Indie Game developer, author, gamer, Habs fan and Earthling.

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“Early in 2010 a new movement was born,” I said kicking into gears. “‘The Zeitgeist Movement’ it was called. The brain child of a young man called Peter Joseph, he entertained the idea that the monetary system of Earth was obsolete and effectively crumbling the society as we knew it at that time. He was right.” I paused a second to assure myself Adyaphede was listening.

The man was standing stock-still, immutable, statue-like, frozen and expectant to hear my story. I obliged.

“Of course at first few people recognized what Mr. Joseph was suggesting. It was in plain sight, but people were oblivious. They wanted to ignore it. Not because they’re idiots, but they’ve always felt entitled. They owned  their money, their hard-earned salary. But as the years went by, ideas coalesced, recognition dawned. It took more than 15 years. The middle-class, the low-class,” I croaked a choked laugh at that point. “Everyone except the stinking rich went down. The so-called middle-class vanished, the poor… Well, for the most part they vanished too. Death, famine, human exportation and deportation en masse to other countries. Mexico, Canada, European countries… It was… It was staggering to hear about that on the news.” For a moment I closed my eyes, but I went on.

“I was one of the lucky ones. My parent were part of the high caste. They were rich. Oh so rich. Maybe the concept of being rich is alien to you Adyaphede, but that’s what we were. I won’t go into that. God forbid it’s hard enough to relive by remembering. Suffice to mention that the rich people were more idiots than all the rest bundled together.” I shook my head as I remembered my dad waving the good sense my mother still had as she was mortified by what would happen when most workers would have lost their jobs, who would farm fruits and vegetables? Who would do our house-work, mow our lawn? With cattle dying by the score every day, would there be food on the table. What good was being rich if there wasn’t anything to buy? My father was convinced there would always be someone somewhere to be paid, to work for us, no matter how dirty, underpaid the work was. Oh how wrong he was. Those thoughts died fast and still closed-eyed I continued my tale, Earth’s tale.

“Twenty years after the ‘Zeitgeist Movement’ was born, Earthlings everywhere of all strata converge. No more money, no more segregation, no more pain, no  more hunger. They were chanting. It would’ve been great if the transition would have been seamless, but those things are hardly perfect. Their implementations are rarely fast, even after twenty years of hard thinking, tinkering and preparation.” I opened my eyes and lazily scanned the storage area. I couldn’t look Adyaphede in the eye. But I went on.

“Once the monetary system went down, as prophesied by Mr. Joseph, more or less, gears went into motion; not that they weren’t before. They were, oh they were, but it was inconspicuous, hidden from view almost. I say almost because even if it was an open movement at the time; public and everything, few people really believed so steps were being taken behind closed doors to make sure the chaos would last as little as possible. All of them knew there would be casualties. It was inevitable. Third-world countries would be the worst off. But without preparedness, we, in North America would also be thrown into the horrid hell of the post-rich era.” I quickly glanced at Ady. He hadn’t moved a muscle.

“Within 3 years the movement had garnered so much momentum, it inflamed the whole planet,” I smiled. It was a comforting thought. “I remember reading about a census. 98.2% of the population admitted knowing about the movement. Of those, 75% were involved in it.” Still smiling, I shook my head in bewilderment. “By the time the whole planet had shifted its ideals, thirty years had passed. I was barely a toddler when it all had started, but I do remember some parts, not much granted, but I do.” I nodded to myself.

“At that point in time, I was getting back to the basics. That paradigm shift had been tough on me, tough on everyone. We didn’t have a place in that old society, and barely a place in that new one. We were in-betweeners. Used to earn wages, we were now working for free? It didn’t make any sense for some of us. I had been pampered, filled with food and knowledge, I could buy anything I wanted. I was, like my father, rich. Midas and Cresus had nothing on us. But we had lost everything. Both my parents had been murdered during the revolt. I, lucky me, had been on a vacation with friends in Hawaii at the time…” I choked up a bit there. Despite my father being an idiot, I’ll admit it today, he was still my dad. Without him… I wouldn’t be here.

After a long sigh I went on while I struggled to avoid Adyaphede’s gaze. “I discovered that I had passions in me. Things that, now that I can reflect on it, I would have done even if there would be no gain from it. Be it monetary, societal advancement or what-have-you. I wanted. No. I needed to know how things were done. How they worked, how they interacted together… So I became an engineer in that new world order. Overseen by Gurus, knowledgeable people, do-it-yourself types, I learned how the great things in life worked together to make life. And it’s at this point that all the pieces of the puzzle finally met and I was whole.”

My head bopped and nodded, but as I collected my thoughts it went down, between my knees. “It’s also shortly after that they arrived.”

Adyaphede moved then. A light went bright into his eyes. He knew what I was talking about. He knew about them. The aliens.

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He wants to know everything.

I can only imagine it’s a cultural thing. I did save his or her life. I’m not sure if he is a he or a she. He sure displays the anatomical references of a he. I don’t know what to think. I’m so confused after this whole ordeal. After rescuing him, her, from the shipwreck, that I unknowingly caused. We sit here on the cold dark metal hull of this cargo bay and he, whatever he claims or demands of me, I’ll just refer to him as he. It’s too confusing. Maybe I’ll adjust later… He wants to know everything.

I saved his ass and maybe five or ten, then again, maybe thirty minutes after, he started blabbering. Non-stop yapping, like a girl on coke. He told me his name–I don’t remember what is it–then started spewing nonsensical yammering. It sounded English, felt English but after the first  few words, every syllable became non-cohesive in my mind. It feel like the Empire State Building was trying to fit in my ear canal and, at the same time, I needed to understand and comprehend each individual in the building crying for my attention. Nothing got through. But he didn’t stop. I nodded. Mostly I kept my eyes closed, breathing hard, trying to swallow this new reality; which, according to him, is in a different galaxy than where I’m supposed to be, that I come from. In all the insanities he’s been telling me, only those few first words I digested. They clogged the rest of my system. I want to be in denial, but I know it’s true. I feel it. This place–feels–different.

It escapes me why I owe him to tell him everything after I saved his life. He should be grateful and offer his undying assistance until the end of time. Or some such. Isn’t it the way it’s supposed to go?

I take deep and long breaths. If only I could chase the futile, idiotic and imagined consequences of my actions I am certain it would help. Maybe, just maybe, if I started speaking it would ease the burden, or in the least, focus my attention elsewhere long enough that I could function. For a bit.

His name comes back to me as I open my mouth.

“Adyaphede, I say, you don’t know me and I you.” It’s now my turn to have my potato masher kicking into gears. “But, if you must know, I’ll tell you. I’ll tell you everything.”

Part II

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It is pretty hard to hype me for any upcoming game titles these days.

With all the crap that many publishers pull, development studios with weird schemes and fancy-pantsy DRM, dumbed-down games and the likes, my awe factor is a heavy bar to lift. Very few studios will get me excited. Valve, Bethesda and id Software are pretty much the only ones who can pull that off and will make me pre-order pretty much anything they put out their doors (except if it’s a RTS).

And then, you have the other studios, big name studios, like Blizzard. There are others, but for this exercise, I’ll stick with them since they are the main focal point of this response and my angst.

We all know, unless you’ve been living under a rock, that Diablo III will be both Single Player and Multiplayer. That was a given as previous iterations had the same modes and flourished on both modes.

The new thing here is that Blizzard is following suite with UbiShit: To play the Single Player game, you have to be constantly connected to the internet, mainly to Battle.net, Blizzard’s own multiplayer verification platform.

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There are several conditions needed to have life as we know it to evolve.

But what about the rest? The unknown. Is it possible for other forms of life to evolve that would consume ethane or methane instead of oxygen?

Although it is unlikely or even impossible to some, because of our limited knowledge and understanding, I’d like to think otherwise. The game should reflect that. Although the chances of having life, all kind of life, from microbial to sentient lifeforms, are slim, they should exist with a very low possibility of chance. Using ethane/methane, which is highly combustible, those compounds will be used to promote life albeit at a very low percentage of success (along the line of 0.0005 percent).
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For a very long time I have waited for the sequel of The Witcher. The first installment fulfilled the promise of a world filled with monsters, magic, crafting, alchemy and so many things taken from a new angle that CD Projekt RED, the game developer, promises of better sounded a bit hard to believe.

The first game wasn’t close to perfection. Far from it. It had a stuttering start, plague by few, but annoying bugs, that were eventually corrected. At that point the game worked to the best of its engine’s abilities. Built on top of the Neverwinter Night’s engine, The Witcher fared well. Hiccups here and there but it quickly became a success, even if it were somehow an underground success.

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I didn’t want to jump on that boat. I honestly didn’t want to, but I have to.

I was headed for bed, a well-earned sleep is expecting me, but I wanted to checked TweetDeck and see if there was something to read from Twitter before saying “g’night”.

There was something.

A CNN Tweet titled Administration’s jumbled reports about Osama bin Laden raid raises questions (link to page). So I click and start reading.

It is undoubtedly the most mixed-up account of events I have ever read/heard/witnessed. Even TV episodes of Law & Order, CSI, <insert TV show name here> can’t compete with real life it seems. Since Sunday night every hour of every day has brought bits of news, or maybe I should say shed some light, from a different angle. You would think that since they were watching the events unfolding before their eyes live, that someone, anyone in that room really, would take notes of what was going on, or that they would review the tape of what they were watching and disclose the story in its entirety (without compromising certain facts and/or actions of course) and would stick to their guns.

The fact is, and that’s here that I will lose everyone, that it’s unimportant for this blog if bin Laden is dead or not. What is relevant is what’s going on following the announcement of the guy’s death (whether that’s true or not is not the subject of this post).

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For some time now I’ve decided to watch some of Alex Jones’s video and recently I’ve heard him talk about Google Bombs. I wasn’t too sure what he meant so I pretty much ignored it but tonight I had some relax time and as I watched one of his latest video where he mentioned something about “Alex Jones” being blocked by Google.

Now, I could understand his reasoning to get a better ranking for some search terms, because that’s one of Google’s feature; the more certain search terms are used, the higher the rank they will get. Other conditions also apply.

First, to get a better ranking, google and other search engines, use what is called Word Weight. That means the content of the search page (your web site if you wish) has to have relevant content to those words. So, if you want to be linked on certain subject, you need to have words that are contextually relevant to those words. In short, having a 20-line paragraph at the end of a page with word “spamming” that are not grammatically correct (as much as Google’s algorithms are correct and accurate), this will not help your rank standing. In fact, google ranking will penalize you for that kind of content.

So, if you want a website to be linked with certain content (words), you have to have that particular content.

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For those who haven’t read it, here’s the integral letter taken from canadiens.com.

Letter from Geoff Molson to Canadiens fans

Thursday, 10.03.2011 / 4:15 PM
Montreal Canadiens

Dear Fans,

I would like to thank you all for your comments and support as the Pacioretty family, and our entire organization, deal with this difficult situation. I share your frustration, disappointment and shock.  I feel for Max, the team and you, our fans.

Max, on behalf of my family, fans and all who are associated with this great organization, rest assured that we are all behind you and hope for a full recovery.

The Montreal Canadiens is an institution that has played a leadership role in this League and in our community for over 100 years, and you can count on us to continue to do so in the future. The news of the NHL decision yesterday was a hard blow for both the players and fans of the Montreal Canadiens. It was one which shook the faith that we, as a community, have in this sport that we hold in such high regard.

The Montreal Canadiens organization does not agree with the decision taken yesterday by the National Hockey League. We can assure you that we have made our position clear to Commissioner Gary Bettman, and that he has agreed to make this issue a priority at the next General Manager’s meeting, which will be held in Florida on March 14-16.  Pierre Gauthier, our General Manager, will be present at this meeting and has already expressed his wish to carry out, clearly, our message to his 29 counterparts and to the League.

Our organization believes that the players’ safety in hockey has become a major concern, and that this situation has reached a point of urgency. At risk are some of the greatest professional athletes in the world, our fan base and the health of our sport at all levels. Players’ safety in hockey must become the ultimate priority and the situation must be addressed immediately. As a proud father of three hockey players, I want to help create a healthy and safe experience for them, and I certainly never want any family to go through what the Pacioretty’s are experiencing at this moment.

We understand and appreciate hockey being a physical sport, but we do not accept any violent behavior that will put the players’ health and safety at risk. On this specific issue, I am asking for the support of the 29 other NHL owners, to address urgently this safety issue. And I am willing to play a leadership role in coordinating this group effort.

You are the best fans in the league, and I am proud to have you behind us. Both the team and Max need your support now more than ever.  A solid playoff run is just around the corner and we are counting on you to carry us deep into the spring!

GO HABS GO!

Geoff Molson
Chairman of the Board of Directors and Team Owner

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Got your attention? Good.

This is not the latest news about the well-known incident anymore and that’s on purpose. I needed a level head to post on the subject. I told myself that I would wait a couple of days before saying anything on the matter, but after a quick decision on what has transpired Tuesday night by the NHL, I can’t let that slide and even if my temper has flared, I will post what’s on my mind. If you’re not happy with that, go fuck yourself. I don’t owe anything to anyone and nobody’s forced to come here and read this.

First and foremost, let me be crystal clear. I hate the Bruins, but that’s no big surprise here. They are our “enemy”. But a huge nuance here, I respect them. They are a good hockey team. That I hate the club is irrelevant.

Now, I profoundly hate  Zdeno Chara. I always had a tiny bit of respect for him. Not much, but it was there. He’s never been and never will be a great hockey player. His only asset is that he’s big, strong, has a very strong shot and has a presence on the ice. But those assets only help a defenseman, it does not make one. You can disagree all you want, that’s what I think.

On the other hand, Max Pacioretty is agile, fast, robust, a goal scorer and makes all defensemen sweat when he’s approaching their zone.

So, you link those two, a mediocre goon who can barely stop a fast player and what do you get? A frustrated drooling idiot who will do anything to stop his better. Add to this the fact that Pacioretty had pushed Chara during the last scrim those two teams had and you have numbnut drooling trisomic seeking revenge.

Oh and what a revenge he got. “If I can’t stop him from scoring and entering our zone, then I’ll simply stop him period.” is what must have thought rage-drooling Chara. His ineptitude, both as a hockey player and a human being, showed itself Tuesday night. Let me be very clear here, I don’t abhor tough hockey. In fact I love it. But there’s tough and there’s illegal.

For anyone with half a brain it’s easy as pie to come to an informed conclusion. Look at all the replay videos, the numerous photos taken during the action and the incident, I will not call this an accident because it was not one, and you can clearly see Chara intended to cut Pacioretty’s head at the neck. He almost succeeded too. 4 of Pacioretty’s cervical vertebrae were displaced, and I think one of those broken, resulting in a severe concussion. Most people would be quadriplegic or simply dead following such a hit. I know I would be.

But now, barely 36 hours later, the inept Mike Murphy, NHL’s senior vice-president of hockey operation, says, and I quote:

This hit resulted from a play that evolved and then happened very quickly — with both players skating in the same direction and with Chara attempting to angle his opponent into the boards. I could not find any evidence to suggest that, beyond this being a correct call for interference, that Chara targeted the head of his opponent, left his feet or delivered the check in any other manner that could be deemed to be dangerous.

“This was a hockey play that resulted in an injury because of the player colliding with the stanchion and then the ice surface. In reviewing this play, I also took into consideration that Chara has not been involved in a supplemental discipline incident during his 13-year NHL career.

First this: This hit resulted from a play that evolved and then happened very quickly.

Mike, for fuck’s sake, this is HOCKEY, not tennis. It’s also not ping-pong. Neither is it camping on the Appalachian trail. Of course it’s fast. Pacioretty is damn fast, Chara is slow as a packed mule, made a left turn and squashed Max’s head before he could get too far. That’s Chara’s MO. Squish them before they can escape his very limited skating ability.

Then, “Chara attempting to angle his opponent into the boards. I could not find any evidence to suggest that, beyond this being a correct call for interference

Ah! The crux of the conundrum. You see, some people say stupid shit. Things like “he didn’t know where he was”, or somesuch. Chara has been an NHL player for well over 13 years. Now, I ask everyone with a quarter of a brain this: If you do something professionally, added to more or less 15 years of little league (in our case) or schooling or learning if you prefer for normal people, you better fucking know where what is where. So, in other words, you better know the basics. In hockey, that means where the blue lines, the red line, the benches, the strength you need to apply for icing the puck to the other side, etc. Those are basic knowledge. Then, given that the stanchions areas are the most feared areas on the rink to all NHL players, I find it incredulously brain-numbing that Chara didn’t know where he was when he hit Pacioretty. If that’s the case, then this brain-dead idiot should not play hockey since he doesn’t know the basics. Isn’t that what happens when fucknuts in the real working world can’t follow others and don’t know shit about their job?

Then this: “I could not find any evidence to suggest that, beyond this being a correct call for interference, that Chara targeted the head of his opponent, left his feet or delivered the check in any other manner that could be deemed to be dangerous.”

WHAT!? Mike Murphy, are you sure your brain is functioning? Maybe you need a CAT scan? Have you been hit to the head while playing hockey, way back when? I wouldn’t be surprised as you were an average player, at best, while you played for the Blues, the Rangers, and the Kings. How you came to that conclusion will elude the best minds of our time. I guess that shows how special you are. And that might not be such a good thing. Did you ride the short bus? Really? Maybe the pictures, all over the internet, are not clear on the subject, and no, I will not post those here, they are everywhere. Google it.

I could go on and on with Average Mike, but I’m now putting my sights on the Canadiens’s head honchos. Pierre Gauthier and Geoff Molson, I don’t know why but you’ve remained silent throughout this. I what to know why. Are you shaking in your underwear that the league will impose a fine on your balls? Don’t you have self-respect? Don’t you CARE? Are you both wusses and wimps, incapable of taking a stand for what has been done to the biggest star to rise in the last decade? What if that happened to P.K. Subban? Do you also need to have a dead player on the ice before saying “This is fucking wrong!“? Really? Put your fucking pants on, stick balls to yourselves or ask someone who have some, to do it on your name. Don’t be imbeciles.

And finally. Gary I-smile-because-I’m-clueless Bettman. *sigh* That guy is a number. I could do an entire text about him. The NHL will only be able to think to thrive when that clown has been removed from office. Bozo the Clown has nothing on him, I can guarantee you that. All he does is smile. Empty speeches, void rhetoric, hot air, that is, when you surprise him breathing, is all I can say about the ineptitude that is this human being. Actually, I’m not so sure he’s human. He probably is some sort of alien put there by the US government. Maybe one of those Grey Alien. They probably like sports and since most of the entire US think hockey is a joke, they put this figurehead there to satisfy his need for sport.

For those who hoped that Bettman would intervene I say this: Are you on drugs!? Do you really think the idiot in charge of the best sport on the face of the Earth, which he knows nothing about, would go against Mike “I’m average” Murphy? I laugh at you. One thing is sure, Bettman and balls, those two don’t go together.

’nuff said.

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I have just been informed that at the end of each page there was the RSS feed line that was stopping people from typing into the reCAPTCHA window, and although it was possible to tab to it, this is at the minimum painful to work with.

Because of that, and also because I prefer to seeing comments if anyone has anything to say, I disabled that RSS feed link (the top right of the home page does have one), so if you do want to leave a comment, it’s now clearly visible where you have to enter the reCAPTCHA words.

Sorry for the inconvenience.

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